it's getting tiring..is there another way out?

It sure is getting tiring...it's juz like pushin u to d end of the cliff..where one miss foot n down u fall..deep into the gushing waters far below you...yet...perhaps that's a better way to end it all...it saves all the doubts and fights doesn't it...........different scenery fallin into the eyes of different people produces different reaction...different kind of admiration...how do we rate which kind of reaction is appropriate?which kind is allowed?which is the one that we want to get?what should our reaction be when we do noy get the kind of agreement that we want? aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............its so frustrating................how to reconcile such a problem?let it juz fall?send a helicopter to save it?video tape the fall and proclaim it heroic after death????