it's getting tiring..is there another way out?

It sure is getting tiring...it's juz like pushin u to d end of the cliff..where one miss foot n down u fall..deep into the gushing waters far below you...yet...perhaps that's a better way to end it all...it saves all the doubts and fights doesn't it...........different scenery fallin into the eyes of different people produces different reaction...different kind of admiration...how do we rate which kind of reaction is appropriate?which kind is allowed?which is the one that we want to get?what should our reaction be when we do noy get the kind of agreement that we want? aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............its so frustrating................how to reconcile such a problem?let it juz fall?send a helicopter to save it?video tape the fall and proclaim it heroic after death????

涙そうそう

古いアルバムめくり
ありがとうってつぶやいた
いつもいつも胸の中
励ましてくれる人よ
晴れ渡る日も 雨の日も
浮かぶあの笑颜
想い出远くあせても
おもかげ 探して
よみがえる日は 涙そうそう
一番星に祈る
それが私のくせになり
夕暮れに见上げる
空 心いっぱいあなた探す
悲しみにも
喜びにも
おもうあの笑颜あ
なたの场所から私が
见えたら
きっといつか
会えると信じ 生きてゆく
晴れ渡る日も雨の日も
浮かぶあの笑颜
想い出远くあせても
さみしくて 恋しくて
君への 想い涙そうそう
会いたくて 会いたくて
君への想い 涙そうそう

It's yet another sad year..sad outcome...

Haiz....after all the struggles and tough trainings...the Band has yet again failed to clinch a Silver award during the SYF Central Judging on 16th April 2007...yes they have shown great improvements and their perserverance have managed to pull through to sustain the Bronze award amist the tougher standards this year..nonetheless...still feel sad for them...it's really a change in their attitude since 2 yrs ago..really a pity...there goes the SAA award for the school...try again 2 yrs later??i dunno...2 yrs can be quite a long period...will we succeed by then?given all the constraints that we have? lack of monetary funds...lack of members...lack of variety of instruments..potential lack of team work among members...haiz...keeping fingers tightly crossed...

Movie and supper again??haha....

haa...the girls are planning for yet another movie cum supper session on thursday..reason?its holidae on friday!!!yes!!!!long weekend...err...not for me cos saturday morning still hve band prac..haiz...hmm...wat show is nice? heard there's 2 pretty good shows.. "Na Da Sou Sou" and "Hearty Paws"...muz go look at the movie revire b4 going wif the girls..hmm..mayb this time i ll treat for supper?since jeannie treated last time so..well...mayb need to end her bad karma...spread my good karma to everyone?haha..but depends la.. waitin for d break..yesh....